`Because of you`

i will not make the same mistake that you did
i will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
i will not break the way you did
you fell so hard
i learned the hard way
to never let it get that far

because of you
i never stray too fay from the sidewalk
because of you
i learned to play on the safe side
so i dont get hurt
because of you
i find it hard to trust
not only me but everyone around me
because of you
i am afraid

i lose my way
and it's not too long before you point it out
i cannot cry
because i know that's weakness in your eyes
im forced to fake a smile a laugh
everyday of my life
my heart is cant possibly break
when it wasn't even whole to start with

because of you
i never stray too far from the sidewalk
because of you
i learned to play on the safe side
so i don't get hurt
because of you
i find it hard to trust
not only me but everyone around me
because of you
i am afraid

i watched you die
i heard you cry
every night in your sleep
i was so young
you should have known better than to lean on me
you never thought of anyone else
you just saw your pain
and now i cry
in the middle of the night
over the same damn thing

because of you
i never stray too far from the sidewalk
because of you
i learned to play on the safe side
so i dont get hurt
because of you
i tried my hardest just forget everything
because of you
i dont know how to let anyone else in
because of you
im ashamed of my life because it's empty
because of you
i am afraid
because of you
because of you